Need. More. Coffee.

Mood: Tiiiired.
Craving: Chocolate
Should Be: Studying for tomorrows littel exam.

I need a job. No seriously this is getting ridiculous; in this day and age it's unnatural to e my age and not have had a proper job without the help of parents... unless of course you have a crazy rich family and need nothing then get married of to some eligible bachelor....


I injured myself in a tragic bean-can accident. It was awful. I was innocently cooking dinner for my family like the most thoughtful person I am... When I retrieved from the cupboard a can, a seemingly normal can of beans. I opened the can carefully and lovingly, and poured the beans gently into the pan... but then I realised... ALAS, some were sticking to the bottom! It was a serious situation. If I didn't get them in there soon, they would surely feel neglected! So I RAN to the drawer, grabbed a fork and went to thrust it inside the can, it was then it happened.

I could feel the can's blade like edge cut through the delicate skin on my finger, pain searing through my whole hand.... BUT I knew I had to get the beans out. I held on tight to the fork, blood dripping down my finger, and I thrust it in once more and released the beans from their slimy encasement....

It was done. I saw them bubbling away, and I knew I had done well. I cringed as I washed my wound... but seeing the beans made it all worth while.


I reeeeally should be studying. It's only 11 questions but alas they are hard, using strange words like parallel and all the answers seem to meld into each other... tough stuff BUT I WILL PREVAIL. Actor-hood here I come.

<- All thats keeping me going. Sweet sweet coffee. I'm immensely tired. I don't remember not being tired; I know there are times where I'm not but the times that I am seem to out weigh the times that I'm not very very much. My jaw hurts. Sigh. Oh no this is rapidly becoming a complaining blog. Nooooo. I shalt stop while I'm ahead. Note to self: WRITE BLOGS MORE OFTEN DAMNIT

>_<" *face palm*

Wednesday and all is quiet on the western front..

Mood: Exhausted
Highlight: Making Jacob eggs
Song of the Day: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
Weather: not to hot...
Weight: 69kg

I've never even read that book... "All Quiet on the Western Front"... Jacob did though, apparently it's not that interesting. What is interesting is my life though, as frustrating as it may be at the moment.

It really isn't worth writting stuff at the moment. I was exhausted on tuesday afternoon after class and everything... and today I was just too... occupied to write a decent blog. Excuses excuses... I know...

BUT at least I made the effort to write this meaningless entry... Meaningless as it is, it still constitutes as an entry... therefore I'm making slow progress... correct?

Well I say it is. So it is.

Au Reviour.... Sorry If i spelt it wrong.
Stephxx

NOTE: I didn't create the picture.. Some program on facebook did it for me.... Looks pretty nifty though huh?

First of many?

Mood: 'Would Kill for a Burger'
Highlight: Waking up next to 'my man'
Song of the Day: "Circus" - Brittney Spears
Weather: Confused rain then shine then rain then shine...
Weight: 68kg



Today I realized I have again lapsed into the 'not achieving a thing' stages. It's not so bad, admiting your problem is the first step to fixing it right? Right. How am I going to fix it? Writting a blog entry every second day. I figure if I go to write it and find I have nothing to report... I'm doing it wrong... having a life that is.

I'm going to start taking pictures too; not to fix my 'lack of a life' problem, no, they are just here for the sake of being there. =]



I was horrified this morning when I went to the bathroom to wash my face with my 'Proaciv Solution' stuff... (It works by the way) My ridiculously expensive Proactiv Solution stuff and found that the lid of the toner had come undone...

Thats right.. All. Gone. Finished. E.M.P.T.Y.
Mum is going to kiiill me. Yup.
-_-" Nice work steph. Nice work.





I discovered today my photographic talents are non-exsistant when it comes to the feline species.... the one semi-good picture I take has a thong right smack-bang in the middle >_<





Todays resolution is to sleep before 10.30...I wish to wake bright and early and actually warm up fully before I attend class... I love that place. It's amazing... I'm trying to find actors I know of/ like and research the training they got... but I'm finding alot of them were jsut put into acting at an early age... I'll continue my search regardless.



Farewell.
Steph xx


Note To Self: Make future posts more interesting.